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SweetCarolinee

Sorry for going MIA...

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Holy shit, you guys it has been so long. I apologize for going MIA. I really don't know what happened. I have missed you guys so much and hope everyone is doing well.

 

I was probably too ashamed to come back on. I fell off track for a little, I didn't take Adderall or Vyvanse but a mild stimulate for weight loss. I was in a bad, dark, weak place in my life, where I was very unhappy but it's no fucking excuse. It made me feel like shit and I knew what I was doing was wrong. I stopped taking it shorty after starting. Now I am doing better than ever. Since then, I've gone vegan and my bf of 5 1/2 years and I broke up. I have lost weight the healthy way by eating what's right, not drinking too much, and working out. A lot of shit has happened the past few months but I am in a better place from all of it now and I feel like it was all a blessing in disguise. Although, I haven't been using the site, which is stupid and I should have, I think about you guys all the time and how much you inspire and help me. Every. Single. Day. Sending you all my love. I have nothing but love for each and every one of you. If anyone is on FB and wants to keep better in touch, definitely message me your name so I can friend you. I feel like I've been using FB as my biggest social media communication outlet lately. 

 

Thank you again to everyone on this site. I love you all and thank you for helping me more than you'll ever know. I am a better person and stronger because of each and every one of you.

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Welcome back!  Don't feel bad about it...I have considered Adipex at moments of weakness.  I hate being a fat ass.  But...it sounds too much like Adderall, so I have not made the call.  We missed you!  I am glad that you are doing well.  Stay in touch and stay strong!

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welcome back and glad to hear you stopped taking the stimulant if you didnt feel like it was right for you.

 

yes i find that even if I drift away from this site for a few days the cravings return.

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Hi SweetCaroline!

 

Welcome back!  Sorry to hear about that dark place you were in, and sorry to hear about your ex bf.   Sounds like you've had a rough few months!   It all sounds like learning and growing and positive changes in the end, though.  Sometimes we just have to get through these times. 

 

Also congrats on going vegan!  I consider myself a vegan-wannabe  :)  It really is the best!

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Welcome back sweetcarolinee!! Glad to hear you haven't used the real poisonous stuff 'adderall and vyvanese' and you are back on the site and in a much better place!

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