MotionRotation Posted October 2, 2016 Report Share Posted October 2, 2016 Hey everyone. I will try to keep this short..and also first and foremost I am so THANKFUL for this site..cheers to Mike and anyone/everyone that helps moderate and help on this site/forums on all levels. And a big applause to all that come on here and open up, because it does take nerve and cojones and what have ya! Addy was first given to me by a co worker over ten years ago. I really didnt know much about it, she had a prescription to it and broke it down what it does to you if you are not prescribed. She gives me one.. I pop it ..WOWW! I think we proceeded to go on a bar hop spree after that ....when i tried it again and saw how productive I can be on it I would try and squirrel some from whomever i heard that had. Over the years i would have access to it here and there but never daily. I would manage to score a few pills...stretch them out for however long and be pretty ok afterwards. I have experimented with drugs and other pills and HAVE liked/enjoyed them but i never got hooked to anything. I could always check myself if i even went a tad overboard with anything (drinking, smoking pot, coke). Not an issue.... Fast forward to a year ago... I started a new job and have a supplier that i met recently before i started the job. I thought i d get a few to "enhance" my performance (its a fairly physical job doing visuals at a big dept store, running back and forth up and down all day). Well its been a year of nearly buying almost every week and taking nearly every day, my dumbass even decided to take it while on vacation with my mom to have more "pep" in my step. Every other week i have kept telling myself i would slowly weed off.. and then it turns to "next week" and the "next".. i have managed about two week periods without it.. like many of you say the first day or two SUCK but then things felt pretty ok,not GREAT but making it. But then i know i have a crazy overnight shift coming, or my apartment needs a massive cleaning and lo and behold i would go get some more. I have told a few of my nearest and dearest of my situation and they have been super supportive and helpful..TRULY THANKFUL for that. I gotta get off this vicious cycle of "ok next week i ll weeed off and .." =( I recently decided to put in my 2 week notice at the job but kind of stay on freelance so i can just calm down and not "feel" the need for it..yepp it got to that point for me...i live in NYC but i cant run the same speed anymore, i need to get me a more chill gig that wont make me feel i have to be "extra on " to get things done. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Doge Posted October 3, 2016 Report Share Posted October 3, 2016 Sounds like you know what's up! Welcome to the forum! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Frank B Posted October 4, 2016 Report Share Posted October 4, 2016 Man that has to be expensive at least you never got your own script though. I hear u I started taking them on big jobs days I knew would be really physical but year later had to take it just to get out of bed. Glad you found the site welcome to hell on earth. Just kidding sort of but at least you have people to suffer along with u on here and give u some hope. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Murray4604 Posted October 7, 2016 Report Share Posted October 7, 2016 Many thanks. Good stuff! My page - messenger bags for women (www.self-madebags.com) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
MotionRotation Posted October 8, 2016 Author Report Share Posted October 8, 2016 Man that has to be expensive at least you never got your own script though. I hear u I started taking them on big jobs days I knew would be really physical but year later had to take it just to get out of bed. Glad you found the site welcome to hell on earth. Just kidding sort of but at least you have people to suffer along with u on here and give u some hope. Hey Frank thank you.... ohh yeah you hit the nail on the head there with the just taking them with big jobs to just taking them to get outta bed. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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