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It's been a little over a year since I posted. Last year I shared how I'd started supplementing by taking capsules of meth because 90 20mg pills of adderall were only lasting me a week... it's scary looking back at how odd circumstances, desperation & one foolish decision sent me reeling for 2 solid years.  Never in a million years did I think this would be part of my story. I still feel a twisted sense of accomplishment that I hid everything as well as I did. But I know I'm kidding myself to an extent.. it was obvious to people that knew me, that I was wearing thin.... I thought I'd die if I stopped. I thought I'd gone too long, that the depression would make me kill myself. Through a series of crazy events, I quit the meth last July 24th, 2016. My struggle w adderall hasn't let up but I've not given up. I still come here to feel hope & faith that it'll happen for me. I know it will. Thank you to everyone who posts on this forum. It's appreciated. Good job to so many familiar members still going strong. ❤️

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