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ashley6

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Has anyone else had many of these dreams after being clean? I remember having them early in my recovery that I took adderall, but then they kind of went away. 8 months later, and I've had like 3 in a week. I have to say, I wake up feeling relief that it didn't actually happen, but they are a little disturbing. Last night, I dreamt I was planning and sorting out my pills by strength and planning when I would take them throughout the day. Ew, I do NOT miss that.

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I had some of those dreams for up to a year after quitting. I had this recurring dream, or variations of it, where I would put the pill in my mouth, have second thoughts and then forcefully spit it out. I would always wake up afterword with a feeling of relief, like I had dodged a bullet. I do remember earlier dreams when I would wake up just sick that I was using the shit again, but always releived to know it was just a silly dream. I never remembered any of my dreams when I was actually using adderall.

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