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Heather67

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I'm not gonna be sad to see it go!!!! I'm not huge on official NY RESOLUTIONS...but for me I'm kinda all ready into the most important one...taking my life back and excorcising the Fucked up girl from my brain!!!! My quit came when it was meant to for me....I could have seen many ways around it,but I listened to the only people who could really understand what I was handling and knew the details to walk me thru each minute if need be. 2012 put me and my husband and our child through things I very often thought at least one or all of us could never survive....but tho we are currently not together..we did all make it. I know there's a reason that each and every event, even the most horrific,of my life has occurred, something I will one day see when I'm meant to. The answer to a complicated equation so to speak. It was my last recovery that after 39 years of life finally taught me about a simple life.....give freely without expecting gain, accept your own slubs and flaws, be unconditional for those you care about(convenience can often be more like disposable) live without expectations they breed resentments. With a lot of practice I've learned to live these things I've listed....they feel better than winning the arguement...having the best lawn on the street...or sitting back and watching my own life just pass me by. I don't want to go back to a life of chasing adderall....2012 also gave me a group of complete strangers that I feel like ive known forever...always telling it strait,never conditional and always giving freely of themselves and their own journey....keeping what they have by giving a lot of it away. So I know that 2012 has served it purpose and its time to keep going and move on. Thanks so much to all of you for so much support and love.

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One of my best friends told 2011 to fuck off. Her 2012 was even worse. So on NYE we agreed that although we're both pretty happy to see 2012 go, we should never ever tell a year of our lives to fuck off. No matter how hard, or how bad that year was. Not only can it tend to jinx us, it's also a form of telling a whole chunk of our lives--a whole year--with all the lessons and beauty and pain--to fuck off. So, with the fullest respect and love for all the pain of 2012, I am moving on with a full open heart into 2013. And loving it!

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