Shonuff92

Thank you Cats, I needed that motivation, and thank you everyone else for your support!8 days ago I went from 60mg to 30mg. 2 days ago I went from 30mg to 15mg. I am very,very,very tired!But I go home this weekend,and am planning on going Cold-Turkey 0mg the day I go home.Even though im exhausted,Ive been making myself hit the gym,and I am already starting to figure out who I am, Not who adderall is. Of course my work ethic is changing alot, But my crew is telling me they feel like im starting to like them lol.Please just keep me in yalls prayers! Once again Thank everyone, Yall dont know how much it means to have non-judgmental support!

Thank yall for your advice! I quit for those couple of days last month and that was it. I didnt want to spend my kids time sleeping. But Starting yesterday, I cut my dosage in half. Im pretty tired, but its manageable. Hopefully Next week I can cut it in half again,then the week after that cold turkey (I will be home).

Heres my story, My name is Michael.I have an amazing wife,2 awesome kids (one on the way),a very good paying job. I started working in the "oil-field" 5 years ago. Well my first hitch out, it almost killed me. I worked harder than ive ever worked before in my life. But, I made it, It got easier. So I had decided that if I was going to be gone 6 months out of the year,Why not make as much $$ as I can? So I did,I busted my butt day after day. I got promotion after promotion. Im currently in a spot that most men work 8-12 years to be in. (Im 24) So I am very blessed, And very thankful. But here's my problem= After about my 2nd year, I decided to go to the Dr. about being constantly fatigued/sleepy. I was then prescribed Vyvanse. It made me twice the worker I'd ever dreamed of being.Over time I swapped over to Adderall etc. and Adderall is what I'm currently taking. I HATE it! I cannot function without it. I have quit cold turkey last month, I slept for literally 4 days straight. Woke up just to eat/shower then right back to bed. Keep in mind I work 2 weeks gone/2 weeks home, so this is time im supposed to be spending with my pregnant wife,boys, and doing all my other house/yard duties. My wife doesn't work (pregnancy problems), I have 1 wife+2 boys+1 new baby that depend on =Me. I Love my family unconditionally, and will do anything for them. But this MED has made me anti-social,irritable,un-able to show affection, etc. I am at work now, laying in my bed, Have been stressing this for months now and came across this website. I feel alone,I have a family that needs a Strong Dad,6 men that work for me that need a Dependable Boss,and bills that just have to be paid. Advice?Support?Comments? Thanks -Mike