Cmcloughlin1218

I quit today. I have ran out before and went through withdrawal before but never on purpose. I have bi polar and without insurance it has been hard to survive. I discovered the miracle drug and for the first time in my life I felt normal. I have always taken drugs, anything to tame the terrors of my disease but my last few years I was speed balling Ambian and Adderall, drinking, smoking pot and taking the occasional opiate. I did all of this while managing a restaurant and running their marketing program. I am also married and the father of two. Two years in, the drugs stopped working and I started screwing up like usual. I am now unemployed, but on drugs for my bipolar for the first time.