I am as of now 2 months clean from adderall. When I was addicted I was taking 120 Mg's a day for almost 3 years. I have quit a couple of times but only because it landed me in the hospital. I have bipolar disorder and when I would take adderall I wouldn't take my medication. I was a mental disaster. I'm a bit more level headed now but I can't stop craving who I was when I started abusing adderall. I know I will never get back to that girl. I've tried. I'm not sure how to like who I am without adderall.