thebigif

I feel so lucky to have found this board. I cried reading all the stories. It's the first time I felt hope and like it is possible. Thank you so much for everyone's kind words and no judgment. Today I cut back and am working through it. I'm taking plenty of vitamins and supplements to help put back what my brain has lost. Again THANK YOU FOR THIS PLACE!

I admit I started my medication with good intentions. It was the first time I could finish anything. Now it's this huge burden. I take more than I should and run out before the next script can be filled. When I'm out I'm dead tired and my brain is so fuzzy and it effects every aspect of my life. I feel nauseous, headaches, depression, anger, anxiety. I feel like it's stolen my soul. I am trying to taper off. Since cold turkey scares the crap out of me. I'm a working mother and the balance of eveything is so hard. With this pill I have enough energy to do eveything I have to do but it's just a hamster wheel. My fiancé has no idea I'm even on this medication. He would hate me. I feel like a liar. I'm no better than the meth head down the street. This pill is just as bad. I just need hope...