I have been taking adderall since I was 11 years old. I am now 29 years old. That is 18 years of living an inauthentic life. And 2 years of ritalin before that. 2 out of 3 decades on this planet drugged up and numbed out. At first, it was nice that I could finally calm down and somewhat focus. However, it was at a huge sacrifice. I used to light up the room. I used to be bold and would try anything.
Now I am stuck in a dead end job that I hate and everyday I simply try not to kill myself. I am on day 6 of no adderall and boy is it hard. I have ADHD but I still want to find my passion.
P.S. How do I creatI have been taking adderall since I was 11 years old. I am now 29 years old.