1macjean replied to Bubbagump99's topic in General DiscussionI quit by "mistake" in ways. I was many days sick in bed with extreme nausea due to stress/meds, impacting my GERD. When so sick I could barely get out of bed I chose not to take adderall as it did not help my symptoms. I now suddenly realize that not taking m usual 30-60mg/day, or more! - made me even more ill with many symptoms of withdrawl The Dr who so easily prescribed lots of adderall for me over 7+ years did notvhav decency to explain drug when withdrawl. He was just so thrilled he'd not have prescribe any more. I am angry! ANGER easy during withdrawal. Now going tonight try taper a little -close de the cold turkey by no fully. I have/will ask him m for one more refill. Let's see!
1macjean posted a topic in General DiscussionIna eon patience after another LONG DAY WITHOUT ADDERALL! I WAS NEVER warned about this by my Dr! He was just HAPPY to hear I was no longer taking it !!!!!THIS AFTER 7+++++ YEARS ON HIGH DOSSEAGE. YUP. I CANNOT SPELL WELL THESE DAYS. I HAVE HAD THE HUGE RAPID WEIGHT GAIN EFFECT. I FEEL LIKE A LAB RAT WHO IS ADDICTED TO SERIOUS DRUG PUSHING ON THE BAR TO GET MORE DRUGS! I cannot sleep, I cannot rest. I haveblames my. Symptoms- weight & serious anxiety FULL TIME- on other drugs. Ma y other drugs. THE BAD. EWS IS THE PSYCHIATRIST WHO SO EASILY GAVEME HIGH DOSES OF ADDERALL FOR YEARS, I TOOK THEM, IS SO HAPPY HE DOES NOT HAVE TO PERSCRIBE THAT EVEN TELLING HIM of having nearly every single side effect of otherness he prescribes - THAT NO ADDERALL WAS - I'd say to him a relief! I stopped taking as I have a bad stomach AND/ WAS SO. ERY NAUSEATED- or so is thought!!!- by other drugs. Trying to come off ADDERALL AND SEROQUIL NOW AT SAMETIME! I AM DOING THIS ALL WITH NO HELP! ON MY OWN LEFT TO GO ON.INE ASI REALIZE THINGS AND TRYING TO FIX THEM AND STILL FUNCTION. OK, I AM PREACHING TO THE CHOIR HERE. I AM SO ANGRY. I WAS LEFT TAKING VERY HIGHDOSES. OF ADDERALL DRIVING RACETRACKS- YUP, TRUE, WHAT BETTERTHAN HIGH SPEED???? I DID IT FUNCTIONING REALLY WELL. VERY HIGH DOSES- TAKING THE DRUG THE WHO,E DAYS. I RACED. I WILL. STOP RANTING NOW- gotta breath and take the other - really not nearly as bad!!- drugs to escape FROM WHAT I NOW SEE AS SERIOUS ADDERALL WITHDRAWL. I HAVEPUT ONRA I HAVE QUICKLY PUT ON RAPID BAD WEIGHT. I HAVE ADDERALLHERE BUT AM FIGHTING LIKE A DEVIL TO NOT TAKE IT. NOW THAT I REALIZE MY ISSUE IT IS EVEN MORE TEMPTING TO TAKE TO GAIN SO E RELIEF. I AM EXPERIEMCING BAD ANXIETY, VERTIGO,AND CAN OT STOP WITH MY HANDS I HAVE TOWEAR GLOVES. I HAVE NO IDEA HOW LONG I HAVE BEENIN WITHDRAWL. I HAVE HAD ADDERALLWITHIN. PAST TWO WEEKS. ESTI'd felt in a long while. I HAVEBEEN. GETTING WORSE AND WOSE. BUT I WILL NOT GIVE IN AND TAKE IT. CANNOT G BACK NOW. LIFE IS BORING & SO ERY TEDIOUS WITHOUT THE DRUG. AND IT IS AMVERY SERIOUS DRUG. OVER THE YEARS I HAD NO IDEA HOW SERIOUS, NOT until Friday- YUP, DAY BEFORE YESTERAY. MY HUSBAND HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH DR's MEDS. HE IS HAVNG TROUBLE GETTING THIS. I AM SO GLAD I HAVE FOUND THIS SITE - while searching ADDERALL: RAPID WEIGJT GAIN. I TOOK PHOTOS IF MY HIGE GUT; BELLYAND SEND THEM TO THIS "DOCTOR" OF YEARS TOLD HIM ABOUT SIDE EFECTS 99%other drugs. He let ADDERALL GP, NOTHING SAID- JUST SERIOUSLY HAPPY NOT TO HAVE TO GIVE ME ANYMORE CLEARLY. I WONDER WHAT HE'd say if I asked????? He has distanced himself several nice our last call. Really NOW I NDERSTAND WHY. MY HUSBAND AND I ARE MOVING FROM EAST COAST TO SOUTHWEST ASAP. I AMTHRILLED TO GET AWAY FRIM HIM, ADDERALL & more. It STILL THIS AWFUL USSUE REMAINS! He did not have the DECENCY even when contacted with awful photos of my belly, obese, to admit ADDERALL WAS SERIOUS ISSUE. I FEEL SO,VERY RELIEVED TO HAVE FOUND THIS SITE AND INFORMATION. I DONOT SLEEP- worse than if I'd taken ADDERALL. THIS IS HORRIBLE UT I WILL NOT GIVE UP! To all goodnight 1macjean Jean