JB1987

Bk99 I think it may be more mental than the mendication. Like I feel like I need the Adderall to maintain when actually I don’t.

I’d like to begin by saying how glad I am to have found this forum. I was beginning to feel very alone as I struggled with this. I have been taking 20mg xr for about 4 years now. Nobody knows really other than my spouse, but he doesn’t even begin to understand the hold it has on me. He thinks it’s no big deal. I am so scared. There is no going back. I have cut my Dr. who gives me the script out of my life. I am done. What scares me the most, as shallow as this may sound, is the weight gain. I do not want to gain a bunch of weight and I am determined not too. I have started a workout regime of hot yoga about 4 days a week 1 hour each time. I need open ears here. I need to know what’s going to happen to me. Will I be the same? Any tips to deal with the withdrawal? Thanks for listening!