I am about 9 months clean! I feel great other than dealing with lingering issues that happened during my addiction. It's a long story but it essentially put my life to a halt for a bit. I find it best to blame adderall despite the situation evolved from a shitty person, adderall made me stay in the situation and not get out. I feel better and basically feel free if I blame adderall instead. I hope this is healthy... how do you guys cope with the bad mistakes that happened during your addiction?