Hey man, I'm a newbie but I'm kind of in the same boat. I'm around 9-10 months clean of adi, but unfortunately my drinking habits have increased since the summer. Part of this is due to my personal circumstances (The GF and I are living at her Mom's temporarily after her Dad died suddenly-- its been chaotic to say the least.)
Like you I'm getting back into shape, staying functional with my work for the most part. But I'm sick of the hangovers, sick of the embarrassing moments, sick of having shitty workouts/taking longer to reach my goals etc.
I just got back from a wedding this weekend where I drank way too much, made an ass of myself, and had to puke on the side of the road on the way home.
Now here I am, drinking again, after finishing my stressful legal work early to catch the Liverpool game.
Lets try to kick this together. Maybe taper off of it?
If you have any ideas, I'm more than willing to listen.