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  1. New York City, let's meet up

    I just moved to here, and am also new to the forum- have you found anything yet?
  2. Were you taking Wellbutrin to get off of adderall? I'm currently taking 2 150 mg wellbutrin pills a day as a way of staving off adderall withdrawal. Not sure if this is recommended/helpful, since I know it is KIND OF stimulating
  3. Ugh. I had an eating disorder for a very long time, and was, at one point, hospitalized. I had to go through a lot to get to the point where I was ok with my weight, but after starting a night job/turning 21, I started drinking almost every day, and gained way too much weight. I weigh your exact same weight. I'm 22, though, so I cant blame my metabolism, and feel really horrible about how I look now I knew I was getting fat, but this was a punch in the gut
  4. Jesus, I seriously can't imagine 11 months of that I want to quit, but I not only cannot afford to lay in bed for 11 months, but I seriously think I would rather kill myself than go through this for so long
  5. This, to me, is the most terrifying part of quitting, and I'm not sure I can do it. I feel like such shit without adderall that every waking moment is just miserable. I seriousky can't handle that for 3.5 months. I also know that I had a major depressive disorder before the adderall, so what happens when the adderall withdrawal depression is gone? I'll just go back to feeling regularly depressed, but this time, I wont have adderall to make it any more bearable
  6. Your comments about "getting fat" seem to suggest that weight gain is an unavoidable reality when quitting adderall, which, for people with body dysmorphia/related mental health issues, can be a terrifying prospect. I'd love to hear from others who went a diff. route / made a significant effort to not gain weight Also, I have no idea how to cut my doctors off. It's a walk-in clinic, so I get a new one every time, but they're just so lax and care so little that they legitimately will continue prescribing to me if I come back next month and say I "changed my mind" and I "dont think now is the right time to quit"