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I never thought I'd see the day that I'd quit adderall. I was just about as dependent as it gets. I've been abusing my prescription for over 3 years and towards the end it started to gang control of my life. I felt psychotic at times because of how paranoid I would get at night and I would never sleep or eat and looked like a sick mess and it was begginning to worry everyone. I had a nervous breakdown the other day and I decided it was time to quit. so far it's been pretty hard the first few days I just feel like I'm wearing weights that are dragging me down to the ground and everything is too much and too difficult so I've just been bumming around but hopefully I snap out of this funk soon and start being normal again. I've realized that smoking weed every now and then helps out a bit. anyone else find that?