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Very strong, I've dealt with much worse drugs recently (4MMC). Got support, got friends, got my business going, my downtime, indeed, hobbies, exercise, business, family, son, repeat. Suppliers took ages to cut off, i'd been trying for the past 6 months, it really sucked me in, and sucks to have to tell people to F*** OFF. Cold turkey, for the third time now, and for good. Nicotine 9 months here.

Tried Aniracetam, Piracetam, Phenitbut, Hydergine, Vincepotine, IT-290, DOC, many others. Nothing beats normal exercise, coffee in the morning, and a young child in ones life. Being a father and being sober kicks ass over ANY thing else! Raked leaves in the yard yesterday and today, played with nerf darts outside, the child is the essence of what life is. Terrence Mckenna at play!

I don't want to bore you, but I do read this forum quite a bit and figured I had to f'ing post for once. 31, from 717, own my own business (bad for ADDERALLICS!!!!!!) , convicted felon for white collar computer shit. long story short, 6-8 months of mephedrone led into trying adderall, and 1.5 years of hell. 3 days clean, binged 2 weeks before that, had been clean 35+ days, pisses me off. it's like when i quit cigarettes before i tell myself. hard to relate to anyone when you can't explain why you want to sleep the entire day, and the next night, and keep sleeping the next day. finally in the bouts of 5-6 hours of decent consciousness lately, and my business has been covered. hard to explain, but i guess my first question before i start talking even more, who has been through adderall / their own business? i'm more prone to the own business part because of my felony, can't get hired ANYWHERE really. gives it one of those life urgency type feelings. tell me what you have to say, share, and lets keep talking, i'm here for good now. timothy

I wouldn't say it's the "Limitless Drug", that more so would Adderal/dex/mamph.... mephedrone might come close if you count small usage. But when it comes to Provigial (Modafinil) also Adrafinil which metabolizes into Modafinil. Very weird feelings from that stuff, they give it to air force pilots to stay awake, side prescribed as "narcolepsy treatment meds", off-brand style. Beats any nootropic, harder to drink ethanol on, which is good. Unfortunately, I want to summarize this up, (3 days clean now from any adderall), stimulants honestly suck for 98% of the population. For those of you that can live with it and control it, you are different. But either way, I had plenty of experience with modafinil quite a bit, in fact a number of other nootropics. Anyhow, anybody who wants to share experiences related to this post, and just addiction in general, please feel free.