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  1. And there's definitely an eating disorder lurking. The adderall is what initially helped my bulimia
  2. Thanks! Is intuitive eating just eating when you're hungry because that's impossible for me! My biggest thing is it's depressing just thinking about how I can never get that time back.
  3. Hi - I've never done this before but I never realized I had a problem until now. I've been taking adderall since 2008 and have been trying to quit probably the whole time but always gave in and took my pill. Before adderall, I was charismatic and doing everything I've ever wanted to do. I got out of a relationship right when I started using and have been single ever since. Ironically, finding a husband and settling down has been my focus these last 4 years. All I've done is get amazingly thin and focused on my appearance (my face seems more wrinkled than it should be and i have so many dark spots - i blame the adderall) I feel like i've been spinning my wheels. For some reason, last week Monday I decided not to take my pill. That turned into a whole week. I cannot believe I spent so many years in my little adderall bubble. Just typing this makes me cry. Does anyone else feel like they can never get that time back? I'm also terrified of gaining weight - so far I feel like I have but the scale has barely changed. Its so frustrating -- its like I have to choose between living or living thin. I love how much more "aware" I've been and can feel myself becoming happier but I'm scared I'll choose being thin over happy. Any tips/suggestions? Thank you
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