Spartan

Hey guys, I've been a long time reader of this site as Adderall has been a topic near and dear to me. I've tried to quit 5 or 6 times, but the longest I've ever made it is about 1 week. I'm perscribed 15mg XR twice daily, but lately I always take 3 and then run out about a week early and have this awful withdrawl to go through. Each time I tell myself I'll just quit once I run out, but I never do. I'm always back on it the second I can refill my prescription, in fact usually I'll go to the pharmacy really early in the morning. The two things I've had the hardest time with have been both my time at work and my time working out. The work thing is just the boredom that so many others describe. The other thing that's proven really difficult has been my time at the gym. When I'm on adderall I find that I'm motivated to run, bike, whatever and my intensity/endurance is fantastic. Right now I'm on day 3 clean and I went for a run last night, and it was terrible! Nothing near what I usually can do with the adderall intensity! I realize that I've continued to increase my dosage, and I know that there is no way I can keep taking this crap forever, but it's so difficult to stop. Anyway, thanks so much for this site. I found that really helpful just to type out.