Zerokewl

I'm thankful for nice fall bike rides.

40 years old

grind (back to)

pretty great

Wow. Can't believe you've been quit for 4 years. That also means I have a 4 year anniversary coming up. Wow. I'm super busy these days new job and probably should get back to work but I'm glad I checked in today. Make sure you do something nice for yourself today. Little changes daily make big changes happen. Congrats.

I don't think the new (upgraded) site software supports the tickers...

Whatever the mind can conceive the mind can achieve.

just like that he hired a book keeper and got his $ shit together.

Just like that he became a trusted member of the team. Just like that he executed on a complex task with style.

today was pretty great.

Just like that he met a smoking hot french girl and a new career started to fall in place. With sometime, practice and discipline and one day it will all just come together.

close to 4 years later I am very aware of depression, what causes it and how to deal with depressive episodes. When I look back on my usage of Adderall I really did use it to cope with depression. I really did feel like it solved my depression issues early in my usage. When I quit I experienced a prolonged and extreme depression. I eventually emerged. Ultimately some tasks like taxes, work email are just painful without adderall... you just learn to plow through them. This takes time and practice. Motivation is a question of passion for me. I need to love a task to be motivated. Not every task is loveable tho so you just get through it.

met a girl.

feeling good!