anniem20

I'm done.I can't do this anymore.if I do not end this cycle it will end me I will lose my precious babies and it will take my life.Adderall is Satan it has robbed me of my looks joy and any ability to grow as a person.its been 10 years of chaos I'm sick of the time lapses/blackouts sores on my skin painful broken teeth from the constant grinding.it has caused so much damage in my life I won't let it destroy my children.At 240 mg a dayb and going on 65 hours of no sleep I have finally hit bottom.The "postpartum" psychosis accompanied by the continuous sweating and has scared the life out of me...I surrender.Thank you all for this site coming across this site tonight has been a miracle for me I have never felt this bad.