Kevinseven

Hey everybody... I'm 25 years old and have been abusing my prescription Adderall for ten years. This is day one, but I'm ready...This site has helped me a lot as has my faith in Christ as a Christian. If it wasn't for that Adderall would have taken me all the way out...It had already had me crash a few cars, go to jail a few times, lose or quit a few too many jobs....but I have all those things back and I was beginning down the track of losing it all again....And I'm done, because I'm no longer happy on them, even briefly... I've changed into someone who knows it's wrong, so even the brief joy is just misery anymore...I'm going to rest today...I cleaned the apartment and car and took a shower, got into my pajamas...Ate some food and have cocoa cola and coffee on bed stand...I'm ready to just relax...I already have been through this process once before and lasted 18 months, but once my life was great I thought now all I need are my little buddies again to really kick off the party... lol and day one is easy, day two harder, day three harder, and day four harder, about day five for me I either get into some kind of routine to go the mile...or I'll break...and exercise is the trick for me, It's the only thing to wake up my brain to a functional level that I feel is good enough to consider myself awake, or on....lol but here goes...Completely sober now, and completely ready for a day in the bed.....Bye guys....Oh I have tomorrow and sunday off from work too which is major for me....Who can crash at work??? lol

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