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I am an 18 year old guy, and I was diagnosed with Lyme disease about four or five years ago. Prior to Lyme I was very athletic and upbeat, played every sport, I could never sit still i had so much energy as well as an A+ student. Then after Lyme, I did a complete 180. Sleeping all day, depression, brain fog, chronic fatigue. My doctor ended up prescribing me adderall at the age of 14 and I've been abusing it ever since. It is the only thing that makes me for feel normal. I don't take it to become superman, I take it to get through the day without being a zombie. Anyone else have a similar problem that they have been able to overcome in any way? I need to know how to power through that overwhelming full body fatigue without needing a substance to do it.