Loquacious4Love

Hey, A HUGE thanks for everyone who shared with me in regards to my "leftovers" I took a pretty straight forward approach and bagged them in bags of all my coffee grinds and threw into trash! Friday was my last dose and I already have the Doctors calling me? I think anyone here cruising these topics and asking themselves can I do it? I say with an INFATIC YOU CAN DO IT, I know you can and so do the others on these forums whom are free.....will it be hard...Hell yes, Is it worth it???? Ask anyone here and they'll agree with me that once your out of the woods the "chem woods" of synthetic reality you'll have your inner fortitude and identity return once again! And this no man can take away from you! BELIEVE.....Wether you need to hold onto the bottle for mini trials as I did over a years time or you want to build a rocket and launch those "M*{^}^}F{*^}^*}^" into outter space where they belong..it matter little, what does matter is that you take action today and START BECOMING THE CHANGE YOU WANT TO SEE IN THE WORLD....starting with the man or woman in the mirror!

First I'd like to say what a gift it was in stumbling upon this site. I was totally moved by that video posted by the runner who lost 150lbs. I shared his story last night just as millions of people some serious some not on resolutions to BE the change you want to see. Anyway I'm feeling safe here as I've had add well forever....medicated for 7yrs on and off. I've been carrying this burden to be freed from MEDs. When I tell people it's adderall usually they "smile and wave" well my struggle story I'll post in right Forum heading and I apologize for the initial banter.... My question which I haven't finished looking into is what to do with all my remnant adderall (I have a lot) as I'd get on this Jeckle and Hyde relationship in regards to taking my daily dose....anybody out there like that? Can I safely flush away? And no on burying it? Any feedback or insight is great as I'm kinda a lone wolf in regards to support ect... Have a great 2014 everyone!