I had decided to come off of adderall in addition to lamictal, weed, and still working on klonopin.
The biggest motivator for me was that I felt like I was so sick of being dependent on these
expensive meds. I've never been able to afford health insurance and in the past few years,
it’s become more and more difficult to afford doctor visits and prescriptions. It just started
to become a hassle, and to top it off I didn't feel like I was doing any better on all these
meds. I can't say they aren't useful, and can be great if you have access, and are under
the careful supervision of specialists who actually care. Often that is not the case however.
I'am still currently on prozac, lithium, and still ever slowly tapering klonopin. I don't feel
ready to come off of prozac and lithium just yet. They are helping to take the edge off from
the lengthy protracted withdrawal symptoms that I'm still having because of my long-term
use of adderall. I have used adderall for 10 years or more with few short breaks from
the drug in that time. I rarely used more than the recommended dose, and never felt
that I was addicted. Although, I was definitely dependent, because I relied on them to function.
When coming off of adderall, I had to taper slowly. I did it over the course of one month's
worth of a fill. I was on IR 20mg twice a day but often didn't take that much because of
the crash. I had tried XR, but still preferred IR because I could control when it would kick in
and how much I used eazier, and of course they are cheaper.
As I was saying earlier, I had used my final fill of addies and stretched/tapered them out over
a period of a couple months or so, maybe longer. I can’t remember because during this time I
also used weed to help deal with my cravings from addy withdrawal. I want to add that during
this time and currently. I haven’t been working a legitimate job which could make it more difficult
to quit addies if you do. For me personally, I could not have made it through the unfunctional
stretch of addy withdrawal, without a little charity from friends and family. I think this is the worst
part of the pill of quitting addies that you have to swallow.
I’m not suggesting that anybody needs to smoke weed to come off of addies, but at the time
it was available to me and I was so miserable that I felt like I needed it to deal. Of course it didn’t
help my motivation and stuff but it did help to take the edge off. I have recently decided to give
weed up also, but I do miss it. However, being ADD and not on the hyperactive end, it can make
me really lazy and my concentration worse lol! I believe I misused it, and used it as a mood stabilizer
to level me out when I felt on edge from adderall.
I can’t say I will never smoke weed again, but I find that when it’s around that I tend to become
a daily user. For me, that is not good, as I’am aware that I have some susceptibility toward becoming
addicted to certain substances. It really depends on your particular brain chemistry, and what
naturally occurring chemicals may be deficient to begin with. Not every drug is addictive in the
same way from one person to the next for this reason. Hopefully, this can help someone else
who is trying to quit some things. Best of luck!