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  1. Your story is basically the same as mine. Well the beginning at least. I started adderall in 2nd grade as well. My teacher had a daughter with ADD and when she saw that I was daydreaming and doing poorly she had a meeting with my parents. My parents took me to the peditrician where I was diagnosised with ADD. Towards the end of my 8th grade year of schooling I also stopped taking my medicine secretly. I started making more friends and felt more free. Then over the summer I realised I had gained a lot of weight. Realising it was the adderal that had kept me skinny I broke into the adderal pills that my mom had put away for schooling and began using them for dieting. This was the start of my addiction. Throughout my 9th grade year of school I started to develope a crutch to the adderall. I felt as I had to take it everyday and even though my mom didnt give it to me on the weekend I had to steal it. Eventualy i got into sports and began to insisted that my mom gave it to me on saturdays for my lacrosse games and etc. Then during my 10th grade year my mom told the doctor that I had been stealing my medicine. The doctor then came up with the solution that I would be on it everyday of the week. This didnt last long though since I stayed a year with family in another state and it was expensive to be mailing it that often. Into my eleventh grade year and even into my senor year (which I am finishing now) I have felt that I need it to get the grades to get into college. i have broken pills open and saved half of them for the weekend, Stolen them occasionally, and lied that my mom didnt give me enough. I like you want to stop my addiction, but I'm so afraid I will flunk out of college if I stop taking my adderall. I know that I am going to need to stop at one point or another and I'm just so scared of what the effects will be on my life since I have beeen on it for so many years. If you have any success please tell me.
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