vbbrittany27

Going on a vacation, without worrying it will fall in the gap between run out/refill time. Being able to R.S.V.P. to things without checking whether or not I will have my Adderall at the time of the event. Being able to sleep at a decent hour. Trusting my reactions and emotions, unlike the many Adderall/alcohol fueled times of emotion that I almost always regretted afterwards. Not feeling self conscious about talking someone's ear off, because it just doesn't happen like it did on addy. Being able to go with the flow, as my days aren't tied around Adderall's neck any longer! I can get ready to go out in a normal amount of time.. (I was always late and took hours to get ready, fixating on an aspect of my outfit or my hair or YouTube videos, whatever etc.) I don't post rambling page long comments on people's Facebook photos at 3 am anymore, haha! I have fun with the kids I babysit for instead of rushing them to bed so I can deep clean the house I don't feel the need to chain smoke every chance I get or drown myself in red wine at the end of the day.