taboo.tattoo

My house is full of unfinished projects and clutter. I quit adderall 4 1/2 months ago. I live in Chicago area. I'm a 28 year old mom, currently pregnant with 2nd child. Have lost just about every friend from not being a very good friend, or there for anyone, because I was only concerned about popping adderall, painting crap I picked out of other people's garbage, and being skinny. Plus, adderall was my best friend! Oh, and going out. So if I didn't lose a friend over adderall, it was over becoming a mom. Anyways, I'm a home body too and it's summer and if you want to do anything and don't mind kids, I'd love to hang out with someone who actually understands what crap I went through and how I just want to have a somewhat normal life now. We can talk in here too. Which ever.

Does anyone have any stories about adderall and pregnancy or quitting adderall during a pregnancy? The weight gain is the worst. A year after I had my first baby, I started taking adderall again to lose the remaining baby weight. I gained 100+ lbs to my abnormally, unnaturally skinny body before an 8 lb baby was born. Well, it's been 3 years, and I'm pregnant again. I quit adderall 4 1/2 months ago. So far, I've got from 120 lbs to 150 lbs. If any of you are anything like me, I'm terrified of gaining weight and it's not just because of how bad it looks. It's unhealthy for the baby too. But not as unhealthy as taking adderall. I don't even know if I can take L tyrosine while pregnant. There's not a lot of info or open discussion on adderall and pregnancy. If anyone has any stories, please share them. I feel so alone with what I've gone through before and am going through again. I had an eating disorder since I can remember. My boyfriend has been great and complements me all the time and hits on me and I joke about myself getting fat and he laughs. We've been friends since we were kids. I'm embarrassed to even let my other friends see me anymore. I've also gotten acne with this pregnancy. The only place I dint feel like I look like a big fat freak is Wal-Mart. Someone please tell me I'm not alone and after I have my baby I'll lose the weight and stay off adderall for good this time? All in time to wear a bikini by next summer

You're only 20 years old, it's not too late for you at all. Your health is at risk and if you're not concerned about dying, there is a much bigger problem here than being addicted to adderall. Have you tried talking to your mom who loves and cares about you? While you're young, take the time to comfortably get off of adderall and I'll bet you anything that you might care about not dying after you're back to your old self. It only takes about 3 days to cheer up, it's all uphill from there