t_thomson83

I've read your posts and all I can say is that you need help beyond the scope of this site. You need NA and family therapy. Adderall doesn't make people neglect their kids and cheat on their husbands. That's benzo's and booze. Those two are what's going to kill you. Adderall is just nails in the coffins. Your kids need a stable mother so they can grow up without issues that will make their lives suck. Do what's right and seek help in earnest.