namaste88

Hey all, I have been clean since Aug 12th and have loved getting back into great shape, along with acting much less bi-polar around my friends since quitting. However I really think that my brain is on strike. I just recently started an executive position at a finance firm, and my mental capacity to handle all the BS (being chained to a desk for 10 hours a day) has totally vanished. Before Adderall and of course while on it, I could ride that desk like a pro, performing beyond admirably. It seems that my body has discovered some great secret (as obvious as it might be) that being outside in nature and moving around all day is beautiful! compared to being a desk jockey. Has anyone out their had success adjusting back to the daily grind, and has anyone else faced intense depression caused by your soul wanting to run straight out the office doors and back into the active world? Thanks, Ryan