jules0991

13 X's on my calendar right meow!

Thank you very much for your advice, guys. Weed did help, but ironically, all my friends are only selling adderall at the moment as opposed to mj. It's actually kind of funny. Glad to hear I'm not the only one who thought it was helpful though. Also, I feel you on the cheetos XD

No prescription (and I was spending rent money carelessly unfortunately) and I am still in college (go figure, wonder why it's taking me 1,000 years) so I have/had a lot of friends I could get it from. But I think I finally told everyone who needed to know or made it obvious I didn't want it, not that they couldn't tell why, and deleted numbers. I even deleted numbers of people that knew they numbers of the people I got it from <heavy sigh> But yeah. I really really appreciate the response. I'm gonna pour some coffee down my throat now and try and study for my first test ever without adderall...oh lawd. Fingers crossed I don't feel the need to drop out of college again because I really want it so bad.

Thank you for your response! I'm only 6 days clean after a poor judgement call so I think 8 months is awesome I tried cutting myself off and telling people but apparently I'm really resourceful So I told the second round of people as well. Hopefully this time around I've made it more difficult for myself haha. I feel ya on the unpredictable. My big issue now is people in my life know but I'm so depressed I cut them off as well as I don't really think they understand fully. So if I take it I'm either an awful liar or it's no big deal tsk tsk slap on the wrist and everyone goes on about their business. It's comforting to an extent to hear that people didn't think you had a problem either although that sounds awful, I hope you know what I mean. I've never posted on forums or anything of that nature before (and especially not about drugs ) but I recognize support and even just knowing other people have done it might be what I need to get to 8 months one day. So, again, thank you for your advice.

Do you have any advice on avoiding it? Like how do you keep yourself from it when all you want is to have it? I know that is a very broad question, but do you recall anything specific that helped you?

Does anyone still use this?