I have been taking adderall for about 4 years, with the last 2 years increasing in dosage. I loved working at the restaurant during the holidays on adderall. I could work a double and make hundreds of dollars using just a pill! Well at said restaurant I met a guy from Germany, and a year later, here I am, living in Europe.
Did you know that the US is the only place to get adderall? This was pretty shocking to me. So, as my move came nearer, I started stockpiling. Its been a month and I haven't had a pill for 15 days and the only noticeable issue is the lethargy. My moods are more elevated, although the first few days seemed a little emotional. I want to exercise but I have NO MOTIVATION.
I saw people talking about taking Wellbutrin to help with the withdrawal, but I am already taking WB so I'm thinking about increasing my dose. Luckily I can get both Wellbutrin and Cymbalta here in Germany because withdrawal from THOSE would be HELL.
I find it interesting that adderall does not produce the same sickening withdrawal symptoms that other psychological drugs do, such as the ones I am taking now. One time I missed those pills 2 days in a row and I was throwing up, sore, chills, shaking.... Why is it that my only symptoms with this are fatigue and lack of interest?
Also, to fill this void, I have been self medicating by smoking a ton of bud, which I personally think is an okay way to quit artificial drugs. The other good news is my drinking has decreased a lot. Adderall always had me wanting a drink at the end of the night, either to wind down or to enjoy the rest of the high in a social environment. I finally feel NATURAL, but I definitely do not feel NORMAL.
My boyfriend understands how intense of a drug adderall is, but he doesn't get that I'm going through a withdrawal. I just want to sleep in and he wants me to go on a walk. I understand that he is trying to help but how can I explain to him that this has to run its course?
Can anyone recommend anything to help me overcome my lethargy? I dont want to gain weight, but I cannot bring myself to put on sneakers for the life of me.
I am glad that I am here in Europe because it forced me to quit. There is absolutely no way I would have quit back in the states.
I hope to hear from ya'll soon