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I quit adderall 10 days ago! I've been on it since I was 15 and I'm 30 now. Unfortunately, I didn't take many days off, maybe 20 days per year so I feel like my brain is really messed up. I'm worried I wont be able to heal it. Can my brain heal and be normal? I am having lots of problems since quitting but some really good stuff too. Right now, I'm super bloated/constipated and not able to focus on my business much at all. Honestly, I pretty much don't have a concept of what life is like not on drugs/speed. I'm not sure how much focus a normal person has and what I should be expecting for myself in the long run, if that makes sense. Were you able to regain focus? I'd love if anyone could share what their focus is like now vs when on Adderall. On the upside, I'm not feeling like a zombie. I laughed a bunch yesterday and actually felt it. It's been so long, I forgot what that felt like. Since my use started as a teen and I was only taking my prescribed dose, I always associated my muted emotions with getting older and becoming an adult and not the Adderall. Now, I'm realizing that I probably could have had a much different life. I'm not even sure who I am now and it's liberating but also kind of scary. I'm also finding myself angry for the first time that my parents put me on this stuff as a teen but I also know that I have control of my life and could have quit years ago.
SweetCarolinee posted a topic in General Discussion22 Days clean and I've mostly been luckly enough to focus on my health and body and trying to get my life together without Adderall and that has been pretty good so far. I still need to get myself together for work. I feel I have not been productive with my job lately. To be honest, I haven't done shit for it since quitting. I've done a few patterns but I still don't have much motivation towards my business (even with coffee). I'm self employed so I have to motivate myself or my business is going to go to shit. I have an Etsy shop and trying to get my LLC but I don't even have the focus to figure out how to get it without Adderall. Luckily, I'm also an indie/freelance designer and have been able to work on that lately and design new patterns but everything else though, not so much. I'm a little scared but with time, hope this will get better. Any advice or feedback with how you all have been able to get on with your jobs/work without Adderall would be appreciated! Thanks in advance
Scarkitten posted a topic in Supplements, Energy Drinks, and AlternativesNatural Force has been a life saver when it comes to staying focused and AWAKE. Spirulina,Smooth Move, and Hemp seeds helped X a million with whole not being able to poop thing :-/ which I noticed to be the most stressful part of quitting. PS no real weight gain... *3 weeks clean, cold turkey *30xr daily for 4 years 10mg as needed. BEST DECISION EVER!!