llwilson Posted October 3, 2013 Report Share Posted October 3, 2013 Well today was my Day 1 I destroyed the rest of my pills last night, so I am joining the challenge! Look out...here I come! 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freedom's Wings Posted October 3, 2013 Author Report Share Posted October 3, 2013 Salutations llwilson, Let me be the first to welcome you to the 30 day challenge and Congratulate you on day 2! What you did was very corageous, you can breathe a bit easier now. You've taken the first and most painful step. Kudos to you. We are here to support, and never judge, you along this journey. Let's do this my friend! Fw 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustinW Posted October 3, 2013 Report Share Posted October 3, 2013 Awesome, now there are 3 of you! There is strength in numbers. I am excited for you all. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freedom's Wings Posted October 3, 2013 Author Report Share Posted October 3, 2013 Hello all, I'd just like to say Whether you are on day 3 or 33, the 30 day challenge will meet you right where you stand, in hopes of getting that first 30 days or another 30 days free of adderall under your belt! So, don't be shy, anyone striving to take that next step or that first step forward, you are more than welcome here. Or as I said in an earlier post to even create your own 30 day challenge page! With that said, May each and everyone be encourged in this fight! HOW IT WORKS: The way it works is simple. Daily, preferably, but if not, then as much as you are available to, log in and simply post the day you are on, to keep track, and "confirm" or "deny" your ability to restrain from our now common vice. **For anyone already passed thirty days accepting the challenge, at the end of the chalenge, simply tack on the additional completed time and congratulate yourself on a job well done and another 30 days progress! Toodles for now extended friends and fam. Be Well! 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freedom's Wings Posted October 3, 2013 Author Report Share Posted October 3, 2013 Thank you indeed Jon :-) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lunax Posted October 3, 2013 Report Share Posted October 3, 2013 D22... Welcome llWilson...I'm glad you joined the challenge! this was such a good idea FW! I'm gonna start the 60day Challenge when I'm done 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lunax Posted October 3, 2013 Report Share Posted October 3, 2013 P.S how are you FW? What day are u on now? Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freedom's Wings Posted October 4, 2013 Author Report Share Posted October 4, 2013 Greetings, Tx Lunax and way to go on day 22! You are sooo close now. I am extremely proud of you and You should be proud of yourself too. This is no easy task. As any good addy'holic knows, each and every day off of addy feels like it could be multiplied exponentially.especially in these beginning stages. You're doing it pal! Live the dream! Btw thanks for askin, I am well. Today was one of my better days. This for me is ....day 11 .. which sounds like my que to post up today's stats. So with no furth ado... Burn addy burn, day 11 is : CONFIRMED! "The 60 day challenge!" -What a great follow-up. That was my plan as well. Suppose now I can just hop over a page or two to your side of town and accept "The 60 challenge!" You know...In an awkward (im hooked to my meds), yet amazingly encouraging kind of way, This is a bit exciting. To quote ibad, "There is such strength in numbers" and together we are conquering this thing! Hope your day is well my friend and may you enjoy much success! Fw Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustinW Posted October 4, 2013 Report Share Posted October 4, 2013 Soon you guys will be on to your 90 day challenge too! Awesome!!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freedom's Wings Posted October 4, 2013 Author Report Share Posted October 4, 2013 Update: First I'd like to say day 12 & done: CONFIRMED! Secondly, today I was given the prescription Geodon to help level out my moods, which I'm not worried about abusing, and hoping this to be a short term thing along my transition . The million dollar question, does anyone else have experience with this "drug"? 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freedom's Wings Posted October 5, 2013 Author Report Share Posted October 5, 2013 What day is this ¿ lol. O yea it's Saturday. Got it. .. AnyHoo..im a teenager now! Whippee! Day 13- down &.done: CONFIRMED! 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lunax Posted October 5, 2013 Report Share Posted October 5, 2013 D24 Still going strong. Have a Good weekend! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freedom's Wings Posted October 6, 2013 Author Report Share Posted October 6, 2013 Lunax you are kicking IR'z and crushing rx'z! Good job at beating addy in the face, I wanna be just like you when I grow up. :-) Keep going buddy! Today, for me, makes a full two week cycle OFF of addy! Each day lately has felt like its own bbittersweet milestone. The 2 week/ 14 day point is kind of special for me because it is here that I typically go in for my REFILL! Yep! You heard me, it is now my official Re-up time of the month. After a long binge, followed by a short withdrawal stage, NOW is pretty much when im in the clear to meet up with the good ole doc..smile and say all has been well and get my next 30 day supply of adderall. I just thought this might be an important mention for anyone who knows this cycle, as well as, the associated emotions that come/go along with that feeling of knowing that addy induced all-nighters are not too far away indeed , as well as I do. Whoohoo! It's PARTYTIMEEE! Except wait just a second.. not this time addy. This time around I'm going at it solo. oh.. Don't give me that look...I'm sorry. I know i promised we'd go to disneyland. I admit it. I did. Addy, I lied to you. And I know I shouldnt have. I know. And I know that tit for tat behavior, fixing a wrong with another wrong, isnt right. But...Addy, You lied to me too...You said we were best friends. And I believed you! You should have heard me, as I pretty much boldly Told all of my old friends and family, "I dont need you." And Why? Cus I got addy. You said you would always be there anytime, if ever I needed you. But not only did you decieve me,when u were with me, we were never alone. We don't talk like we used to. Ur much too busy just rambling on, and on, and on. I don't even think you hear me anymore. I beg for you not to go, but you leave me anyway, and for weeks at a time, a quick courtesy bye, and your gone.. ok, you're right. It's not you, it's me. I've become soooo needy. I see it too. I like the me I used to be, Addy, I hate who I've become. And now I see that youve made new friends, well I don't know maybe youve had these same friends all along. I can never really tell with you. I'm starting to realize that I never knew you as well as I once thought. No, No. And don't apologize. I think it's best we just move on. There's too much hurt, We need to heal. While I've lost friends, you've just made more. So go, do, and be, you. Please Leave me to my world unknown. Id rather be my only friend than have you and be all alone. Sincerely, Day 14: CONFIRMED! 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustinW Posted October 7, 2013 Report Share Posted October 7, 2013 I want to go to Disneyland... Congratulations to all three of you, thank you for sharing your journey! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freedom's Wings Posted October 7, 2013 Author Report Share Posted October 7, 2013 Cancelled my upcoming dr appt! It was previously scheduled, another step in the right direction . Day 15: CONFIRMED! 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freedom's Wings Posted October 7, 2013 Author Report Share Posted October 7, 2013 How are you llwilson?? Haven't heard from you lately.. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lunax Posted October 8, 2013 Report Share Posted October 8, 2013 D26 Oh yea! 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jon Posted October 8, 2013 Report Share Posted October 8, 2013 Happy news from Freedom's Wings and Lunax. Keep up with the moving forward work! You are making a believer out of me. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freedom's Wings Posted October 8, 2013 Author Report Share Posted October 8, 2013 Jon I am glad to have inspired you, but it is You, other supporters, and people on this site that encourage me daily to continue moving forward. So thankyou. Thankyou so very much for being maybe a million miles away, yet consistently, right here when I need you. I dont think I can say it enough! Thank you! Lunax, you continue to kick ass! Soon you will be cracking into the next leg along our journey! Awesome legwork, way to get a LEG UP my friend. Keep striving forward! And make sure to save me a lane on " The 60 day challenge!" I'm right behind ya pal. :-) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freedom's Wings Posted October 8, 2013 Author Report Share Posted October 8, 2013 Day 16: CONFIRMEDDDDD! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freedom's Wings Posted October 9, 2013 Author Report Share Posted October 9, 2013 Greetings!I figured while on my lunch, I'd post up today's stats.Would ya look at that i'm almost legal!Day 17: CONFIRMED!! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustinW Posted October 9, 2013 Report Share Posted October 9, 2013 You just blasted past the half way point! Keep on rockin' this. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freedom's Wings Posted October 9, 2013 Author Report Share Posted October 9, 2013 Thank you thankyou Justin! Im fighting for it man. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BeHereNow Posted October 9, 2013 Report Share Posted October 9, 2013 FW and Lunax you are both AMAZING!!!! Great job!!!! Reading through all your posts here and watching your progress is really inspiring. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lunax Posted October 10, 2013 Report Share Posted October 10, 2013 TY! D27 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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