Dirk Diggler

Hey all! I had an account previously but lost the log-in information. I've been off of adderall without any relapse for about 6 months-- I'm about to get health insurance and lately have been tempted by the thought of getting a prescription, telling myself why this time it would be different, etc., and I'm wondering if there's any way I can get on some kind of list or something in my healthcare provider's network where I would be refused an adderall prescription. I'm certainly not industrious enough to try and get amphetamines on the "street," so I think if I could communicate to healthcare providers my strong desire to not be given a RX it would go a long way towards preventing me from relapsing. Thank you for any help you can provide!