Looking4Hope

Day 6 No adderall. First day I haven't felt like a complete zombie. I actually laughed last night. A true genuine laugh. I haven't done that in so long and it felt good. Just keep telling myself I can do this.....

I am currently on day one of withdrawals from adderall. This will be my 4th detox and I thought I knew what to expect but this time is different. My insides feel like their shaking but if you were to look at me I'm still. My vision is also weird right now. I can't explain it. Not blurry but just not right. What did y'all experience during detox and is there anything y'all took to get through it? I even thought about smoking weed to take the edge off the irritability, but I don't know if that would hurt or help. This doesn't feel like the last times I've detoxed. If I could crawl out of my skin I would.