Hi all,
Just wanting some feedback on my horrible adderall + xanax story.
I'm a full-time student and work full-time at a commercial real estate financing company and obviously you can tell my life is ridiculously busy. I just started adderall and xanax on 11/06/14 however previously I've done adderall before but it never got this bad. This is the longest "binge" I've ever done and I documented it just so I can see how bad its getting:
11/24/14 - 60mg - 1mg xanax
11/23/14-.5mg xanax
11/22/14- 0mg
11/21/14 - 30MG - 1MG
11/20/14 - 15MG - 2MG
11/19/14 - 45MG - 2.5MG
11/18/14 - 30MG - 1.5MG
11/17/14 - 30MG - 1MG
11/16/14 - 0mg
11/15/14 - 0mg
11/14/14 - 60 mg - 1mg
11/13/14 - 60mg - 1mg
11/12/14 - 15mg - 1mg
11/11/14 - 0mg
11/10/14 - 45 mg - 1mg
11/9/14 - 30mg - 1mg
11/8/14 - 1mg Xanax
11/6/14 - 45mg - 1mg
As you can see, the first MG is adderall IR and the 2nd is the xanax.
Obviously I've been taking way too much. My tolerance for anything is ridiculous and goes up really fast. The days I didn't take anything (if you notice, weekends because when i'm off, I literally can't do anything) was extreme fatigue to the point where my brain is so foggy I can barely drive. I plan to end this bullsh*t this week as I have a 5day vacation.
Before I do, can anybody answer the questions below:
-What are the dangers of quitting cold turkey of adderall & xanax according to how much I've used?
-What are some good supplements for my adderall/xanax withdrawal combination?
-I know Adderall itself is bad, but how much worse am I physically/mentally fc*king up my brain by doing both Adderall & Xanax at the same time.
-Should I taper off? I heard quitting xanax cold turkey is dangerous
Please keep in mind, the days I take adderall I LITERALLY don't eat. All I consume is a protein shake from 7-Eleven, and during the weekends I binge eat....
My planned supps for withdrawal - Please confirm if it is ok
-1000MG of L-Tyrosine/day
-2500mcg B-12
-200mg 5HTP
This adderall + xanax is making me go crazy when I'm off it.. I need serious help. Its sad because I cannot stand adderall comedowns so I end up taking xanax at night to sleep or even to just stay awake. Its impossible to wake up in the morning if I don't have any adderall on hand... I know this is nothing compared to people who have been on adderall for years but if you see above.. I'm not taking "normal" doses.. in addition, I'm also taking xanax which doubles the amount of how fcked up my brain is gettting.
Apologies for the long post... any help/tips would be greatly appreciated. I need to stop this now before my life officially derails.
Many thanks,