Day 41 - Crawling out of the DARKNESS
I am very happy to report, that I am finally feeling stable and have moments of true happiness.
I've been cycling between extreme depression and debilitating anxiety that peaked last week. This period of depression was worse than anything I experienced during my previous 160 day quit. I can't even describe how awful every single minute of the day felt and it was getting progressively worse.
I made a Drs. appt. last Friday and started on Wellbutrin XL at 150mg. I started feeling better within 24 hours of my first dose. It was so terrifying! I really thought I was going to be hospitalized.
I wanted to do this on my own - without any more meds, but am so happy that I tried Wellbutrin again.
I hope you all are doing well.