Alliee Posted June 12, 2011 Report Share Posted June 12, 2011 Are there any other's out there with Innattentive ADD? I took Adderall for three years. It ruined my relationships. I'm so happy to have this place to vent. I am normally a great girlfriend, but I had two rocky relationships since I started Adderall (very unlike the ones I had before the pill). I constantly was worried or analyzing non-sense. It's a very long story. But, now that I'm sober, I realize how crazy I've been. I want the three years back. I would be doing much better. I'm supposed to pick up a refill of Adderall tomorrow... I might take it.... so that I can clean my room... do my laundry... etc.... (just one last day?) The reason I don't want to take Adderall is because my relationships suffered tremendously. My little sister was my BEST friend. I loved her with all my heart and vice versa. But now I sometimes don't like her. She treated me like a different person on Adderall because I was a different person. I did not deserve to have one of the most meaningful and important relationships in my life destroyed[ like that........ If you read this could you let me know? You don't have to respond. Sometimes I just feel ignored by others in my life. Does anyone have ADHD and depression? What if I'm going to an ADHD specialist in a week. What if he decides to put me on medicine again? I just want the old me back.... even though the old me needed a lot of work as well... things are just so uch worse I guess. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Alliee Posted June 12, 2011 Author Report Share Posted June 12, 2011 I am sitting here crying and listening to Coldplay, Fix you. Just sent these two texts. To my ex boyfriend: "Really am sorry things were so difficult when we were together. I promise I don't normally fight like that and I was a different person on meds. It seems like you've fond what you're looking for. Happy for you." To my sister: "Really sorry for the way I acted on Adderall" As sappy as I am right now... "Tears stream, down your face, when you lose something you cannot replace." ^yes, that's a fact^ I'm just listening to it over and over. It hurts to much to not have music on. (I'm such a weak person right now) Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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