constipatedquitter

Staying straight, it's amazing how many opportunities there are to fall off. It almost gives me more energy knowing i'm taking care of what i want out of life, not what everyone else wants. If we listen to others and do as they wish, we will be the pawn forever.

Ticker factory!!!

Slow and steady is winning the race, helter skelter, r.i.p. life of HASTE

Humbling isn't it. Feels good to be on track, wish i could fast forward a few days to clear thinking

Ohhhh i almost forgot, i tossed a spent can of oysters on top!

Cigarettes tossed, wine tossed, fiber, iron, herbal detox, monitored caloric intake are in full effect, gallon of h20 in hand. I just flicked off the trash can. Over and out, CQ

Thank you zero, im staying close to reality through everyones support in here. This is so tough.

For me, yes it is the gateway to destroying whatever i have. The false sense of security places my new found focus in areas of worthlessness, time after time: born cyclical insanity. It all starts with the adderall ingestion and subsequent personality change. false confidence and rationalization lead to buying a pack of cigarettes, something you would never desire but not for the adderall. The focus begins to shift from necessary productivity to activity rationalization. You now are at a bar ordering alcohol. The repeated cycle creates some type of habitual relationship of vices that manifests itself in the form of self destruction, followed by rest. And then, u launch again only to bring the same cast of substances back to the party, the party that adderall wants to throw again. Without adderrall creating your desires, your desire for other vices disappear. At least thats how it became a gateway for me.

...and thanks for the amazing information from you all. Leaves no doubt ill have a full recovery, including digestive normalcy. ZERO TOLERANCE, CQ

LOL, i'm glad you all enjoy my handle...i thought it was pretty funny too. Thank all of you for your support. This is such a great community. Ive always been honest about my views on adderrall while everyone else is in denial. Looks like I have some teammates now as we all know what the ugly truth of this epidemic is. The Movement is Gonna Get Really Real ya'll, cheers!

I struggle with the same entreprespirit, weight, lethargy and depression problems u mentioned bro. 2 years is amazing tho, u got this

I want to quit and have for the most part over the last 45 days. Was going on 15 days this past wednesday when someone offered me one and like an idiot i took it. Ended up refilling my scrip and doing it to myself again. I need to just flush it down the toilet and get back on point.

T'was 1997 when on my way to take the SAT test I was offered a 10mg. I killed the test, I thought I scored a 1600: yea right. On to college and started buying them to take tests, make music and change my image. Graduated college and rarely took any until 2009. I was depressed about my complexion and social anxiety. My parents recommended i change my life and see a psychiatrist for anti depression medication. So i began on citalopram. Within one month i was a monster, feeling no apprehension and doing great. Up to 2009 i had built a business into a 10 million dollar a year income. My psychiatrist then recommendes vyvanse to which i responded, why? Are you sure I asked? How do you know this is going to help me wgen I'm already doing great and feeling better about myself? "Because i try it on your brother," he responded as we laughed in rapport. Vyvanse turned to adderall after a year and adderall changed my entire lifestyle. Late nights, ego fueled arrogance, complete lack of risk aversion, social media suicide, lack of care for my business. This all led to now: 6 years lost in a flash, no business, viciously cyclical life of the same mistakes over and over again, the poster boy for rags to riches to rags, cigarettes, alcohol at night : self destruction. I am now mid career, the consensus most talented individual who simply needs to do it. QUIT AND REGAIN MYSELF, MY FAMILY, MY PASSION AND MY GENIUS. Please reach out to me as I embark on life after adderall. P.S. whats the constipation cure? The only benefit adderall has given me in the end is a clean intestinal tract!