jtantley

There's no way this can last 2 years. Or I guess no way I could go 2 years with it. Since I quit Adderall the anhedonia has been terrible. I've lost almost all my friends and pushed away my family, the things I've always cared about most in the world. Lost my job, dropped out of school. And I only know I hate this because I know that logically I would -- but even with my world shot farther to hell than even when I was on Adderall, I still can't actually "feel" that I hate it.