erick13

Adderall has completely destroyed who I am. All that I do is work every day. I can't find a passion to go back to school to get a real job. I've become so distant from everyone I know, including my family and friends. Adderall has helped me find new addictions to gambling and alcohol. I'm 24 years old and I've been taking adderall for a little more then 5 years. I originally had a long post describing in detail what this drug has done to me but I felt like it was too long. I've tried to get clean several times but feel like it hasn't ever done anything for me. The longest time I've gone without adderall was 5 months but I was still unhappy and unmotivated. If I do get clean will it ever be possible for me to live a productive life and be happy again? My self worth is completely gone.