dangerbean Posted October 27, 2014 Report Share Posted October 27, 2014 boy this whole process is a huge roller coaster from me. going from deathly terrified to super excited about rediscovering things... anyway, thought i'd mention a positive observation i made today for the first time in more years than i can remember, i don't have bags under my eyes!!! 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
hyper_critical Posted November 2, 2014 Report Share Posted November 2, 2014 I remember thinking towards the end of my use "oh my god, these things are permanent." Well, that was probably a couple years before the end of my use...I could barely look in the mirror as I plunged to my bottom. They went away sometime during my first year sober. I broke down in tears when I noticed I was so overwhelmed with gratitude. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
tinybuddha Posted November 2, 2014 Report Share Posted November 2, 2014 I don't miss the horrible GERD that was so bad that I considered nissen fundoplication surgery. I took all sorts of medications and went to specialists. I was just so deep in denial I couldn't make the connection between it. Now I only have normal heartburn occasionally. My positive observation is I just had a delicious cup of espresso with out worrying about GERD or over analyzing how it might impact the strength of my last or next adderall dose. 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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