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  1. AlwaysAwesome, where have u been? That is so encouraging, as I'm SO frustrated. I haven't set my lil meter thing on here yet, but the 25th would've been 4 mos off Addys, but I slipped up a couple days ago. My husband works outta town n was comin in for the weekend, and EVERYTHING was a mess, but mainly I slipped, I think, because my mother n law, whom has never lost faith in me is losing it with my getting behind on everything. She's wonderful. She helps me clean my house. Strangely, I'm quite productive around her. We talk n fold clothes. But I think even she's beginning to doubt if I'll bounce back. I'm 39, type 2 diabetic, overweight. I know I've gotta do something, but don't know where to start. Glad u said I needed to push myself tho as I've been hoping something would change to make me WANT to, but I guess that's what I'd been used to, with the Addys, huh? (60-90 mlg. Daily, for the past 10 Yrs.)

  2. Thanx, I feel u there, but, while weed dose not make me wanna do dishes, lol, for ME, I feel it, at LEAST gives me enough give a shit to wanna play guitar again, or draw, which, while i admit, that's NOT a very productive virtue, the desire to do ANYTHING is a welcome relief. For instance, right (now;), I actually FEEL like typing this. I stumbled back across this site yesterday, for the first time in years. I enjoyed reading some of your posts, but just couldn't put forth the effort to update and post. I think I'll do that now;)

  3. This is me! Let's see. I'm on my 3rd day, pitiful I know, cause I ran out of my script that long ago. I had 30 mlg. Friday, so I didn't count that day, although my usual script is 60 mlg. daily. I ALWAYS run out early, EVERY MONTH. I cannot seem to have enough to sustain any form of a competent energy level. The good news is, after having run out, I have found that my energy level has actually increased! However, the anxiety that I have succumbed to has been debilitating, especially today. Now I'm no stranger to addiction as I have quit Lortab, 4-6, 10 mlg. daily, of my own accord, so my question is does anyone else know how long this anxiety/depression will last?!!??! If I have some form of a timeline, I can endour.

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