[What keeps you motivated to stay sober?]

I'm in the same boat thinking everyday about getting more too. What I do is just remember all the ridiculous fear associated with the pill and then I feel so good just being normal. You don't have to think in terms of like "I'm quitting forever". Just take it one day at a time. Those pills did help me a whole lot for a while but as you know it can get crazy and counter productive. Just do little things to help like go for a bike ride or look at old childhood pictures before you were on it to remember the old you. 

[If I did it, you can do it. Trust me.]

Yeah you know your not getting good sleep when even in your dreams your going around all twacked out. Real sleep is the bomb !!!