@NurseAddy I have been scrolling through this forum for years and I remember when I first came across your post from 2019 and I felt like I could relate so much to your story. I’m also a nurse, and have been abusing my prescription for the better part of 10 years now. I have flushed my pills countless times but always end up refilling my next script.
I quit in November of last year but unfortunately I gave in and refilled my prescription yesterday… so here i am for the millionth time scrolling through these posts trying to find a trace of hope that things can get better, and then I saw this post. I don’t know you, but I just want to say I’m so proud of you! And thank you for posting an update on your journey. Reading these success stories (especially yours) really makes me feel like there is a light at the end of the tunnel.
Wishing you all the best, I hope you continue to post updates here!