Tinilildiva

So I woke up last night at 2:30am and been up since, I'm so tired and just want an Adderall to wake up so freakin bad it's stupid! Been off of Adderall and Ambien now for almost 2 weeks and still seems so hard to not just take them when I feel the need. Everyone tells me this gets better and I'm really depending on that being true and it doesn't help not taking my bipolar meds right now but tomorrow I will be, thank God <3