ED is worse. You can't think like you can make a trade or try to leverage and displace another addiction.
Edit: I read the other posts but don't see this mentioned. Short term recovery with ED is psychologically stressful: bloating, retention, maybe parotid swelling. It is hard to ignore when initially trying to break free, especially if you think adderall would help. It passes quickly so just think it is like a couple of bad pimples or something.