Popular Post additionbysubtraction Posted September 6, 2013 Popular Post Report Share Posted September 6, 2013 here we go... http://youtu.be/LXmIJcYkbjo 5 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
lunax Posted September 7, 2013 Report Share Posted September 7, 2013 Nice! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Jon Posted September 7, 2013 Report Share Posted September 7, 2013 Please observe the proper way of disposing of unused chemicals like Adderall. You don't want your Adderall winding up in your local water table. Most local pharmacies (in most states) have a pill depository box for unwanted pharmaceuticals. If they do not, there are much safer alternatives to flushing. http://www.fda.gov/drugs/resourcesforyou/consumers/buyingusingmedicinesafely/ensuringsafeuseofmedicine/safedisposalofmedicines/ucm186187.htm and: http://www.wikihow.com/Dispose-of-Unused-Medication Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Zerokewl Posted September 8, 2013 Report Share Posted September 8, 2013 Congrats 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustinW Posted September 9, 2013 Report Share Posted September 9, 2013 Congratulations! It took me over 6 mos. to get to the point where I was able to get rid of my pills. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
additionbysubtraction Posted September 10, 2013 Author Report Share Posted September 10, 2013 Ok it's me, the poster of this thread! I'm ready to comment more. 4 days have gone by and 1.5 years of daily adderall use behind me. I feel great! Thanks to this board, I found the purpose and urgency to make this decision. Results so far: Better sleep Better workouts (no arrhythmia) Great sex! I laugh more I can be goofy with my daughter again! I think that we should try and remember the benefits of the therapeutic window we were in - it is likely that we formed new habits while on the pill that we can now do "off the pill" thanks to new neural pathways. This is of course my experience and everyone else's will be unique. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustinW Posted September 10, 2013 Report Share Posted September 10, 2013 Sounds like things are going really well for you, way to go! 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post Zerokewl Posted September 11, 2013 Popular Post Report Share Posted September 11, 2013 hooray for new neural pathways! 5 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Popular Post LILTEX41 Posted September 12, 2013 Popular Post Report Share Posted September 12, 2013 Wow, I watched the video and my heart started to flutter when you dumped them! Way to go!! Congratulations!!!! 5 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustinW Posted September 25, 2013 Report Share Posted September 25, 2013 How are you doing this week additionbysubtraction? I hope all is well. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Motivation_Follows_Action Posted September 25, 2013 Report Share Posted September 25, 2013 here we go... http://youtu.be/LXmIJcYkbjo "See you later, motherfucker". Awesome video, such a cool way for us to connect to you in a really human way but still retain your anonymity. I will be interested to see how many followers you have. How are you feeling? Was it just the heart palpitations and anxiety that made you quit? Other things to share? Interestingly your story is very similar to many others here. I think sometimes we think that it's a study-drug (thanks to mass media) but adderall addiction is a great leveler -- on this forum are executives, ex-executives , highschool students, college students, post-grad students, professionals, non-professionals, entrepreneurs, writers, lawyers, accountants, models, moms etc etc. The thing I have noticed that we all have in common is that we started taking it because we wanted to feel more confident. Hopefully you're still on your way to full recovery - let us know how you're doing, and 1Bad88, good on you for following up on all these posts - very inspiring! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Cassie Posted September 26, 2013 Report Share Posted September 26, 2013 Cool video - you seem very committed to quitting! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
additionbysubtraction Posted October 6, 2013 Author Report Share Posted October 6, 2013 Hi everyone! I wanted to post a follow up since it has been almost a full month since I made that choice to flush the little poison pills. I wanted to reflect a moment now so bear with me...When I first made the decision to have that talk with the doctor, I already knew what Adderall was, how it affected me (friends have given it out before, etc.), and that my general personality would allow me to get it if I just answered the doctor's questions honestly (ex: Do you sometimes find yourself distracte-... - "squirrel!") I went on with the appointment and my expectation was that I would use this as a "treatment window," which of course implies a definite ending period, where I would discontinue the medication after forming new habits or thought processes that helped me get out of the way of - me. Let's face it, we all have a commonality of finding ourselves too distracted to find satisfaction in the jobs we are doing with so much going on at once. And like I know I am, many of us are probably achiever types that strive for a little bit more every day for ourselves and our families. So let's roll back time a bit then...6 months into my medicated self and I already start to notice some annoying quirks. In the morning, I would sometimes have a little bit too high of a resting heart rate, and being a geeky type of guy at times, I went to the app store and purchased a $2 app that measures your resting heart rate. After my 15 mg instant release, it would go from 70 BPM to sometimes 106 bpm and I don't even have stairs in the house! I noticed that combined with the physiological changes of the elevated resting heart rate with the occasional hyper awareness of it, Adderall made me a spontaneously more nervous person. Already I was violating myself because as a very cool, calm individual, I was now pursuing ways to keep the Adderall from harshing my mellow (but I couldn't just stop taking it because "it was my focus) 12 Months in...I'm now taking the little orange devil daily for 12 months now. In fact, the original plan was to "take weekends off." I think I may have done this once during a beach trip weekend. But other than that, my thought was "hey! I have a lot of stuff to do on the weekend so I'll be ok or better just taking it!" I am still bothered occasionally by the heart jitters and now, at age 32, I realize that due to the concerns of Adderall use and just being at the ripe old age of 32, I need to establish myself with a good GP (The Adderall comes from a psychiatrist), get blood work, etc. Most importantly, I wanted to talk to a third party with their extensive knowledge of medical science, the body, and MY blood work results to see if I am on the right track - with the adderall, and my overall health. Fast forward a month from my blood letting appointment with my doctor, and guess who the devil was that we spoke about most of the time? The adderall. My health was actually quite robust and he went on about how I could train to be a high performing athlete with my overall levels of hormone/LDH/etc. etc. Except for someone so healthy, I had an elevated BP and resting HR. He told me it was my choice of what I want to do, because if the Adderall was working, then it was not his place to tell me to quit. In fact his words were "if it does more good on it then keep taking it, but your results tell me that with a continued good diet and exercise (I literally stopped exercising vigorously when I began Adderall - just did floor exercises that kept my HR down) I may be surprised when I find I don't need it. You may have noticed that I just said that I stopped exercising vigorously when I started taking it. The funny thing is that I am a very intense person, and exercise is a very important part of my life. But for some reason, strangely, I realized after that appointment that I DID really just kind of stop exercising. I had absolutely no activities which challenged my cardiovascular endurance. I knew right then and there that I had to go test myself - so I bought a few one day passes to the gym... At this point I am probably taking adderall for a year and a few months, and I go to the gym to start off just shooting some baskets. Then a pick up game starts coming together and I think "hey why not, it's been a while, but I used to play a lot" 10 minutes into the came and my heart felt like it was going to explode. My dosage was 15 mg in the morning and then 15 mg at lunch. It was like 5PM and I was getting this feeling - wtf Fast forward a few months....still using Adderall. It helped some days, and most of the time I wished I never went to that first doctors appointment. Then I guess in a moment of hopeful searching, I was on my computer typing things into the search engine - "adderall sucks" , "quitting adderall," etc., and I found THIS SITE. The stories and things that the members and guests had to say ignited a spark in me, and I went straight for the pills and then straight for the toilet! That was a month ago. Never have I wanted one since then. Today I can't tell you how good I feel. My neurotransmitter function was not destroyed, thank GOD! So it's not too late to quit taking them if you are afraid that you are going to be a dolt forever. Fact is, your body will need a few weeks to repair and, if thinking about quitting, please make sure that you are ready for a little bit of work. Surround yourself with good books, good people, a clean house, etc. when you are on your journey to clean living. Also, this is what I do now to support a clear state of mind and it's WORKING. In fact, I have better focus and energy NOW than I ever did. Read "Clean Gut Diet" and put some of those clean eating priciples into your daily diet Definitely Avoid all white breads and sugar if possible Take Fish Oil (The norwegian cod kind) Work on yourself (Read books like "Happiness" by Mattheiu Richard or anything by James Allen to create and build on your spiritual center) Exercise at least enough to sweat for 15 minutes a day Like I said, today I feel great. Absolutely great! I joined the YMCA and I work out every day, and love it! No heart palpitations and I really push myself to the cardio limit but never feel the lightheadedness and flutters. That's all behind me now. Also, the most noticeable thing? You will laugh. And Laugh and LAUGH some more! I haven't belly laughed so much since the month before I started taking it. A month now after quitting, I laugh hard again. My wife notices the difference, I can see it in her eyes. I'm whole again now, I'm me again now. If you are still reading this and were considering taking it...well, that's your choice. But if you are a high achiever type that is or is thinking about taking Adderall because you need assistance on your quest to get "all of this stuff done" save your time and avoid this pill. -Sean 3 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
quit-once Posted October 6, 2013 Report Share Posted October 6, 2013 Sean, those last four paragraphs really tied it all together. I give you my heartfelt congratulations for quitting, staying quit and having such a strong plan. I support and endorse ALL of those things you are doing "to support a clear state of mind". And you have the valuable support of your wife. I am 100% sure you will succeed with your Quit. Please keep us updated on your progress through recovery. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Krax Posted October 6, 2013 Report Share Posted October 6, 2013 I hate to rain on the parade here but this is pretty much how we all felt at the 3-4 week point, unfortunately it doesn't last and I encourage you to be prepared for that. 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ashley6 Posted October 7, 2013 Report Share Posted October 7, 2013 It sounds like you're doing extremely well. A huge congratulations on your quit! I think your plan is just awesome. I have to agree with Krax as well. The "pink cloud" is something to be aware of during this time. I believe some people can quit and genuinely just be happy and move on with their lives and that's that. It's the exception to the rule I think, but it's definitely possible. I personally didn't experience the "pink cloud", but I've heard it does happen. Either way, it sounds like you have the tools in place to succeed in this quit! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Greg Posted October 7, 2013 Report Share Posted October 7, 2013 It sounds like you're doing extremely well. A huge congratulations on your quit! I think your plan is just awesome. I have to agree with Krax as well. The "pink cloud" is something to be aware of during this time. I believe some people can quit and genuinely just be happy and move on with their lives and that's that. It's the exception to the rule I think, but it's definitely possible. I personally didn't experience the "pink cloud", but I've heard it does happen. Either way, it sounds like you have the tools in place to succeed in this quit! I did not experience a pink cloud either. but I think when the adderall addict enters the "main leg" of the quitting process, after the first eight -twelve weeks, then the real work begins.. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
JustinW Posted October 7, 2013 Report Share Posted October 7, 2013 Don't let it lull you into a false sense of security; I hope that things continue to go well for you. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Freedom's Wings Posted October 11, 2013 Report Share Posted October 11, 2013 InRec I love love love did I mention love that quote...and the part about being addicted to quitting. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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