Heather67 Posted December 31, 2012 Report Share Posted December 31, 2012 I'm not gonna be sad to see it go!!!! I'm not huge on official NY RESOLUTIONS...but for me I'm kinda all ready into the most important one...taking my life back and excorcising the Fucked up girl from my brain!!!! My quit came when it was meant to for me....I could have seen many ways around it,but I listened to the only people who could really understand what I was handling and knew the details to walk me thru each minute if need be. 2012 put me and my husband and our child through things I very often thought at least one or all of us could never survive....but tho we are currently not together..we did all make it. I know there's a reason that each and every event, even the most horrific,of my life has occurred, something I will one day see when I'm meant to. The answer to a complicated equation so to speak. It was my last recovery that after 39 years of life finally taught me about a simple life.....give freely without expecting gain, accept your own slubs and flaws, be unconditional for those you care about(convenience can often be more like disposable) live without expectations they breed resentments. With a lot of practice I've learned to live these things I've listed....they feel better than winning the arguement...having the best lawn on the street...or sitting back and watching my own life just pass me by. I don't want to go back to a life of chasing adderall....2012 also gave me a group of complete strangers that I feel like ive known forever...always telling it strait,never conditional and always giving freely of themselves and their own journey....keeping what they have by giving a lot of it away. So I know that 2012 has served it purpose and its time to keep going and move on. Thanks so much to all of you for so much support and love. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
ashley6 Posted December 31, 2012 Report Share Posted December 31, 2012 Neversaynever, Very well put. I wish you all the blessings life adderall-free can bring. And remember you're not only getting help from people on this site, you're helping us in return. Happy New Year to you! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Motivation_Follows_Action Posted January 3, 2013 Report Share Posted January 3, 2013 yep, agree entirely. My mantra for this year? Take each day as it comes and forget about the next. Also, in unison we sing... fuck off, 2012. Don't let the door hit you on the way out. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BeHereNow Posted January 15, 2013 Report Share Posted January 15, 2013 One of my best friends told 2011 to fuck off. Her 2012 was even worse. So on NYE we agreed that although we're both pretty happy to see 2012 go, we should never ever tell a year of our lives to fuck off. No matter how hard, or how bad that year was. Not only can it tend to jinx us, it's also a form of telling a whole chunk of our lives--a whole year--with all the lessons and beauty and pain--to fuck off. So, with the fullest respect and love for all the pain of 2012, I am moving on with a full open heart into 2013. And loving it! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heather67 Posted January 15, 2013 Author Report Share Posted January 15, 2013 Totally cool for you...and to each his own. But without a doubt I'd tell 2012 to fuck itself again...for sure. Not a good minute in it...Ive learned...well...not a ton from it...maybe just how I wont live again. No peace love and banana bread in 20 Fuckin12!!! LOL Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BeHereNow Posted January 15, 2013 Report Share Posted January 15, 2013 I feel ya! In any case, 2013 is gonna be soooo much better!! Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
BeHereNow Posted January 15, 2013 Report Share Posted January 15, 2013 Also, I think sometimes the lessons on how we never want to live again are the best (or at least most important) kind! 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
quit-once Posted January 15, 2013 Report Share Posted January 15, 2013 I unloaded two long-term addictions in 2011....and 2012 was one of the best years of my life. So you both have a lot to look forward to in 2013, It will be a better year. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Heather67 Posted January 15, 2013 Author Report Share Posted January 15, 2013 OK fine you two! !!!! here's a Smiley head right back at ya!!! LOL Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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